That certain something... Friday, Jul. 14, 2006 - 12:33 am
That feeling that I get has returned. I am so relieved at its reappearance.
As of late I have become increasingly worried that I am losing my youth. Let me explain. Also, I used to get the fustrating, wonderful, liberating and inspired feeling which would settle somewhere below my heart and spread up towards my mind. Fustrating because there was nothing I could do about this 'longing'. I used to believe there was something out there for me. I was meant for something. That I was alive for adventure and inventions. I used to believe in magic and epic journeys. Recently I've realised that I haven't felt this feeling for a long, long while. But it has returned, as of tonight. Something about today and the events of this early morning has renewed my childish na�ve spirit. I feel inspired to change everything, bits at a time, and to travel to unknowable places just to see what lies beyond. I am so relieved. Although there is little I can do to allay this 'longing', I believe this proves that I am not yet jaded to this world. Not dulled by the media, politicians, the education system, Adult Life. It couldn't have returned at a better time, for in under two weeks' time I am embarking on a Lone Adventure into the Wilds Of France and I think I will need this feeling with me. Last night as I was outside I wrote this in the dew of Mum's car boot. MY LIFE IS MY OWN.
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