Long. Saturday, Jul. 09, 2005 - 6:00 pm
"I will continue always in this track until I shall find something that is certain, or at least, if I can do nothing more, until I shall know with certainty that there is nothing certain." - Descartes.
Hehe, brilliant. Did I tell you about my conversation with little Jake? Jake, by the way, is one of the kids mum looks after. He is almost 4. Well thinking about the little conversation with him, maybe there are two types of knowledge. Negative and positive knowledge. Positive knowledge being what I know, and I know I know it. And negative knowledge being what I don't know, but I know that I don't know it. And of course there is utter obliviousness, not knowing something and not knowing it! But don't ask for an example because I have negative knowledge that I know that I don't know what I don't know. Hehe, did you follow all that? I think it's a plausible theory. I came back from Nan's last night and was exhausted. This morning I went to work as usual. Early on in my shift a man came in and bought some lottery tickets. He said that I'd sold him a winner last week (I probably did, I have a bad memory for faces though, so I didn't recognise him and I won't recognise him when I see him next time, even though he's probably a regular). He said that since I'd sold him a winner last week I should have some of the money he got from it, and then gave me a pound! I was really surprised and amazed. What a kind and generous act! He insisted I have it, so I took it from him and thanked him loads. It was just really random and nice of him. It's a shame I won't recognise him next time I see him. Maybe I should just be nice to every male customer of his age (about 70ish) in that early part of the morning and hope for the best? Work was good. I didn't have to think too much. I got to sign up for cover work during the summer so I'll have that little bit more money for University, which will cost �3000 for accomodation alone. Onto the serious and potentially depressing stuff. Yes, we all knew Maxine was going to be trouble. I mean, sure, Dennis is trouble too but Maxine.. Oh.. actually this is tied up with the police, maybe I should change names. Most people who read this know me and will probably know who it is I'm on about. Bah sod the changing names, I'll just use letters. *Pauses a bit to alter the names I've already written* Bah... Yeah if I change it then the effect will be gone. Okay, I'll just use letters from now on. God I'm taking a while to get to the point. Okay. On Monday M came to Nan and Grandad's house in the middle of the night in just a nightie - no knickers, no shoes - and woke them up. She cried to Nan that D had kicked her out of their apartment. She was blinding piss-drunk and Nan told her to go away or she'd call the police. She didn't want her coming into the house drunk and upsetting both her and Grandad. So she sent M off with a coat since M was barely dressed.. I think I'm going to make myself forget it all by listening to music and playing not pron deep into the night. I'm on page 15 now. Kim. Finished: 12:08mn I took too long in writing this entry.
Notes - Me - Rings - Extra - LJ - D-land
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